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New Site

Posted on February 17th, 2008 at 5:07 PM

The last entry was from 2006, my site has definitely gone stale. But I'm in the process of moving from a custom-made C++ app running on my home computer, to a PHP/MySQL site hosted elsewhere. My C++ app was a fun project for a while, but it was pretty frail compared to any REAL web solution.

I still need to implement comments, and get the music section back online, as well as a few other things. I've actually written a back end for myself now so managing/updating this thing will be A LOT easier... hopefully that will translate into more frequent updates??? Only time will tell!

So, PARDON MY DUST! This site is still very much so under construction.

This entry was filed under Blogging

Playing C&C3 Online

Posted on June 27th, 2007 at 1:02 PM

I feel obligated to post how I managed to get both my roommate and myself connected to C&C3 online at the same time under the same router, because I haven't seen the solution anywhere else. Hopefully, Google will do it's job and direct anybody with a similar problem here.

The situation: Both my roommate and I (running Windows Vista) want to play C&C3 online at the same time, both connected via wireless to the Linksys WRT54G router.

Command & Conquer 3

Normally, getting a game to work online involves opening a port, so the router can know to whom to direct network traffic. C&C: Generals was like this. No biggie! Open up two different ports: one pointing to me, and one pointing to him... and then change the setting in the game.

C&C3 posses a problem in that it requires a LARGE amount of ports open to work that you CANNOT change from within the game. You can set a single port to watch, but the game itself requires a large range to work.

The solution: Port triggering. Port triggering is like port forwarding that activates when a client starts talking to a specific port. This allows selective port forwarding as each client needs it and thus, we both have access to the full range of ports needed to run the game. The probability of collisions is low, given the large range. So the settings look like this:

  • Set ports 2049 through 29910 to be triggering ports
  • Set any port NOT in that range to be forwarded to a specific player on the network. Do this for all players.
  • Then, in the Options->Network tab in the game, type in your port that you forwarded in the previous step.

And you're done! If anybody else tries this, let me know, as I'm curious as to whether it really works... or it was just a fluke that it worked for us.

There is a known issue that if one of us hosts an online game, and the other joins AND somebody outside the network joins the game, both of our games (and the router!) crash when the game is loading. However, playing 1v1 online against my roommate works, and playing in different games online at the same times work, and hosting games works.

This post and comments were taken from an old blog of mine, and it still generates a lot of traffic. Since I'm deleting that old site, I moved it here so hopefully if somebody still needs this crap they can find it.
This entry was filed under How To and Gaming

GHS Homecoming & Memories

Posted on November 3rd, 2006 at 3:30 AM

So my old high school is having their homecoming tomorrow against their biggest rival. I thought about going back, as I was a Bellguard (meaning I was one of 10 guys who acted like a dumbass on the field during the game) and figured it might be the right thing to do.

The only problem was... I wasn't even remotely excited about it. I guess it's been too long?

Sure it would've been fun I guess to go back and see some people from back in the day... but I don't get fired up like I used to get. It's weird because I can still remember staying up all night Thursday night guarding the school from the onslaught of SGHS people, armed with paintball guns and sling-shots, and the car chases around downtown Garland late that night.

It's just interesting how quickly life progresses... and how a few years can make what used to seem like just yesterday seem like distant memories...

I wonder if in 3 years, I'll be looking back on now as one of those distant memories?

This entry was filed under Life, etc.

A Few Thoughts On Time

Posted on October 29th, 2006 at 3:21 PM

Most likely due to my love of Back to the Future at a young age... I have always been fascinated by time and time travel. I read books about it and even tried to "build" a time machine in my closet (at age 7, of course). I even checked out time travel novels from the "Sci-Fi" section at our elementary school library and the local public library (yeah I was a nerd as a kid...).

This interest in time was re-invigorated in my senior physics class in high school when we started to learn about Einstein's Relativity theories... in particular Special Relativity. In a nutshell... one aspect of his theory states that the consequence of the speed of light being constant regardless of reference frame is that time is relative. That is, the rate at which different observers pass through time can be, and in fact is, different.

This effect is all but un-observable in normal-day contexts, but as velocities approach the speed of light, the effects of this "time dilation" become more evident. These effects have been observed in a multitude of experiments and its effects are exploited in modern communication devices like GPS and other satellite systems.

Einstein's theories provide a very predictable and accurate description of time experiments in all domains. But something I've always wondered about is the general perception of time.

Both Newton and Einstein's description of time base it on the fact that time progresses from the past towards the future... and the current point in which we occupy is the present. But what if that description is merely our perception of time, but is completely inaccurate as to the actual description of time?

Reality Check

Before I go any further into this ridiculous entry I think it's important to note the futility of trying to determine the accuracy of perception. The world is what we perceive it to be because that is the only means by which we have to observe. It is by this fact that we will never know whether or not our perception is accurate. This is a weird thought and pretty damn hard to really grasp... but think about simple situations.

If you see a ball on the ground, how do you know it is REALLY there? We perceive it to be there because light bounces off it and is focused to the back of our eyes, causing a chemical reaction that signals our brain to "see" an object. We don't actually see the object but rather the effects of the object (in particular, the chemical reactions to the photons that bounce off of the object).

That being said... let's continue!

Linearly Progressing Time

The way in which we perceive time, and the way in which almost all scientific contexts describe time, is as the independent variable. It progresses continually with our without our permission. One way to describe time in this interpretation is that it is linearly-progressing and single-dimensional.

This "interpretation" of time is the most natural, and is built into our minds intrinsically. Based in this context, the past is over and done with and never to return, the present is right NOW, and the future is unknown and yet to happen.

An Alternative Idea

But what if the concepts of past, present, and future are just manifestations in our mind? Maybe chronological ordering isn't something natural but rather a false construct used by our minds to make sense of something more complicated. It's possible that instead of such definitive descriptions as "before" and "after", that collections of events are far more general.

One could even go further to say that it is possible that time itself is a complete fallacy, that in fact all events exist at once and everything that is to happen, in actuality, already exists. Concepts such as causality and simultaneity dissolve because, in fact, no such framework (i.e, time) is available for these concepts to hold any meaning.

Further consequences of this concept would be that the past, present, and future are all the same: the past is no more gone than the future is unknown, and the concept of the "present" is completely arbitrary.

Pushing Einstein's theories around a little bit seems to even slightly suggest this: another consequence of his theories about relativistic time and length is that the concept of simultaneity is relative as well. That is, the fact that two events are held to be simultaneous is relative to an observer.

Observer A can say Event X happened at the same time as Event Y, and be correct, while Observer B can assert that in fact they happened at different times. Given the relationship between their positions and velocities, they might both be correct, within their own reference frame.

Going a little further, one could suggest that given any two arbitrary events in spacetime, there exists some reference frame from in which those two events can be correctly held to be simultaneous to a given observer. This suggests that both your birth and death can be seem as happening at the same time... given the correct reference frame. Another way to look at this is to realize that an observer in another reference frame could have witnessed events that you hold to be in the "future" before you've witnessed them. This suggests that your death might have already happened within somebody's reference frame.

Combining that extreme perversion of relativity with the notion that time is not what we perceive it to be... we arrive at some interesting conclusions. For example: the future... as much as it might seem "free" an up to you to determine... already exists and in a sense, has happened. In fact... this would mean that every action/choice/decision you seem to make within your own means is already set and is as concrete as something that happened in the "past" and is already done.

This can be thought of as instead of living in the present and determining your own future, your mind is simply trying to digest the universe, and in doing so, creates the illusion of time to better understand it.

What the hell??

The above is posed more as a thought on which to ponder than an actual stating of a theory or anything concrete. It's an interesting example of the complexities associated with time and the concept of perception vs. reality, and just overall some weird shit to think about. So don't flip out about it... just read it over and let it marinate in your mind for a while... or talk to your buddy about it next time you find yourselves jasterbatingly pussy-footing around on an otherwise uneventful evening.

This is all for now, congrats if you made it through my first "deep post"... if you have anything to add feel free to comment... otherwise... I must bid you adieu (thanks geoff).

-B. Valosek, relativistic inquisitor

This entry was filed under Time and Philosophy

Awkward Faces

Posted on September 26th, 2006 at 4:46 PM

Do you ever catch yourself making a terribly awkward face? For example... maybe it's that funny movie you've seen 30 times with your friends, and the lead character just made (yet another) humorous reference to breasts... so you laugh. "LoL!"

Approximately 1.3 seconds later the joyous smile has faded from your face... but with your eyes glued to the set unaware of everything but the flashing phosphorus in front of you, there remains a shitty "mouth halfway open semi smile" awkward face. Who gives a damn right? Well then you catch a slight movement out of the corner of your eye. Your animal instincts kick in! You look over to see what it was... but it was just your friend moving in his seat.

Too bad y'all made eye contact and he got a full-on view of your shitty awkward ass face. Whoops!

It happens. A corollary to this phenomenon is the "look over to the car next to you at a stop light" accidental eye contact. Do you look away quickly hoping they didn't notice you? Do you wave? Give them the finger?

Of course a cute girl definitely deserves a wink or at least a smile... and a douche bag looking back at you deserves a mug... but what about less obvious cases? Contextual sensitive and situational evaluation is necessary.

So stop yourself from time to time... and look at your face. Does it convey the feelings of your soul? Or is it just shitty looking? Think about it.

-B. S. Valosek, awkward face avoider

This entry was filed under Observations and Humor

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