You’re on the shitter– there’s nothing to read. What do you do?
Pick up the shampoo or toothpaste, procede to read the back.
Prove me wrong.
You’re on the shitter– there’s nothing to read. What do you do?
Pick up the shampoo or toothpaste, procede to read the back.
Prove me wrong.
My website has gone through quite a few iterations since its original conception back in the Fall of 2005. It was originally a C++ app I wrote from the ground up, listening on an open socket on my computer for people trying to connect via their browsers. It was a mess, but a really badass project and I learned a ton about network programming. If you have no idea what that means, this method for making a website is like cooking in which you have to build your own house, kitchen, and oven before you can even start making dinner.
I then eventually made a PHP and MySQL site, but again from scratch. I taught myself PHP and learned a lot about databases, but the site was basic, inflexible, and arduous to work on and update. The cooking metaphor? Making a cake from complete scratch, and doing a half-assed icing job. The most rewarding part was knowing you baked it yourself with your own recipe. It looks bad, but tastes pretty good. In the end your kitchen is a mess though, and you spent a lot of time working on it.
Finally, I gave up and installed Wordpress, an extremely popular CMS. I transferred over the majority of my blogs, but have yet to update it since. Extended metaphor aficionados could see this as making a boxed cake, and hiring a professional to do the icing job.
So I haven’t posted a blog in over a year, and I’m hoping to get back into it. Since I’ve installed Wordpress and seen how extremely flexible and easy to use it is, I have helped a few different friends set up their own websites, all powered by Wordpress. I don’t regret rolling my own site for so long, but the time has come to abandon the persuit for web development knowledge and jump on the all-in-one CMS bandwagon.
Hopefully soon, my blog will again but graced by the elegant unintelligible babble of my own obfuscated reflections on life. Something I’m sure that you, dear reader, are shitting yourself over in anticipation.
A few weeks ago, I thought I’d give Linux a legitimate try. Having spent a huge amount of time working with Linux machines both on campus and remotely, I felt I was pretty comfortable with the environment and the operating system overall. I was attracted to the power of the command line, the extraordinary modular design, the flexibility, the amazing file system design, and of course, the overall nerd factor. I started out with Ubuntu 8.04 (Hardy Heron), but eventually switched over to OpenSUSE 11.0.
So I setup a new partition on my system drive… and away I went.
The very first thing I noticed when my computer booted to the Linux Gnome desktop is that the fonts look like booboo. At first I wasn’t very concerned, because it wasn’t until Vista that TrueType (a subpixel font rendering engine from Microsoft) was enabled by default. But even after messing with the settings and trying Linux’s version of subpixel font rendering, the results were still less that pleasing. Horrible gamma correction, shitty hinting options… etc.
The most common advice when trying to find a solution was to download Microsoft’s fonts (especially the new Vista fonts). Kind of ironic, huh? Even then, the fonts still looked like vomit to me. And what was worse, the overall font sizes had to be larger to remain clear, when on Windows I could lower the size and still maintain legibility. Everything in Gnome had to be bigger… effectively reducing my screen real estate.
There are exceptions, of course. Firefox, for example… is a great browser. But there are NO true alternatives to the Microsoft Office Suite, the Adobe Creative Suite, or Microsoft Visual Studio.
The Gimp (the shitty GNU image editor/Photoshop replacement) is under featured, buggy, and slower than Photoshop. I tried to give this app a chance, but it’s pretty horrible. OpenOffice looks and feels like Office 95 or worse, and is less stable than Office 2007 SP1. It’s also slower to open, with a lot of rendering bugs from my existing documents.
And there is NOTHING comparable to the ease of use of Outlook 2007. I use it to seamlessly check my email from my UT account and my Gmail, as well as synchronize my calendar and contacts via Bluetooth with my phone, and keep up-to-date on my friends via their shared Outlook calendars. Nothing on Linux can do that… without a horribly complex and counter-intuitive process that half-assedly works half the time (25% efficiency?).
None of the billions of music apps that are out there even remotely compare to the stability, speed, and aesthetic appeal of Winamp or iTunes either… so hopefully you don’t like listening to music much.
Of course, there was nothing even remotely as powerful as the SONAR 8 + FL Studio 8 combo I have running under Vista. With Vista, my latencey for my outboard sound hardware was about 5.9ms, with Linux (and lmms), it was around 320ms.
And I don’t care what everyone else says, VIm is not a replacement for Visual Studio.
You can’t really blame them… of course a nerd-run project that is in perpetual beta is not going to hold a candle to the products of multi-billion dollar companies like Microsft, Apple, and Adobe… but the Linux fans need to stop acting like this isn’t the case.
Technically, Linux is a great operating system. This website is actually run on a Linux server and is extremely reliable… but I think that’s as far as it goes. Sure it’s fun to geek around with compiling all your own shit and what not, but most people (even most geeks) will just want an OS that works out of the box.
Linux is NOT a consumer-level desktop OS for a power user, home audio enthusiast, productivity geek, digital artists, film producer, songwriter/music producer, or most average people.
Maybe for old granny, who doesn’t need to do anything but check her email and look up cross-stitching patterns on the internet, Linux is good because you don’t have to buy the Microsoft products. But… what if she needs to print something? Good luck getting the drivers to work.
Or maybe old granny knows how to download custom drivers and compile them herself?
So I’m sitting here at work (tutoring) and since no students are coming in… I’m getting some work done. Well, was getting some work done until I decided to update my shit blog for the first time in over a month.
Anyway, so I’m reading up on the MAX5154 12-bit DAC chip that I’m planning on using for one of my labs and I decided to bust out my 80 GB Zune. The Zune, by the way, is a seriously underrated MP3 player; I like the interface better than the latest iPod. Also, the display uses a highly reflective screen background with white text, so even in the horrible glare fest that is a Texas afternoon, the display is perfectly legible.
Back to tutoring– the tutors sit at a huge 30-person conference table and wait for students to walk in and sign up. Even with only 20 people or so, the room quickly gets VERY loud.
So I queue up T.I.’s latest album (Paper Trails) and unroll my headphones. As I bring the buds up to my ears, the buzz of activity… tutors talking to students, some guy drawing on the whiteboard, and a few frustrated freshmen all instantly disappear… replaced by the phat production of ‘Paper Trails’ slamming into my eardrums at 761 MPH. I ceased to be part of the room.
I no longer have any ability to effectively interact with anyone else… all I can do is look around the room and imagine what is going on. Like watching a TV show… everything is so one-way and inaccessible.
After a few hours of listening to music… it’s time to leave. Popping the buds out of my ear, I return to being part of the world. Turns out the token stoner EE guy has been bitching about not getting a sandwich he ordered an hour ago from Jimmy Johns… and of course those frustrated freshman are 10% closer to switching their major to liberal arts.
And so for two and a half hours, I wasn’t part of their world. Nobody talked to me… I couldn’t hear them anyway. Their stories and interactions served as nothing more than a slightly-out-of-focus backdrop to my life while I starred at this screen.
I wonder if I really missed anything?
Depressingly impossible thought of the week:
We assume that every human we see around us– our friends, family, kids, adults– experience the same sort of self awareness and sense of existence as we do. In other words, for all 6 billion people on the planet, there’s a soul in the driver’s seat for each and every one of them.
And most of us also assume belief in some supreme being or beings, so even when all else fails… you at least know there’s something out there bigger than you imposing some sort of reason on your existence.
But what if, in actuality, your awareness is the one and only in the entire universe? Meaning everyone else you see isn’t a complex and rich personality, but rather is an empty shell that just coincidentally happens to exhibit behaviors that would seem to suggest a soul.
This is not unlike saying the entire universe as you perceive it is nothing more than a lengthy dream, only more life-like than anything else you’ve experienced simply because you haven’t “woken up” yet. This isn’t entirely unimaginable because everyone has had a dream of waking up thinking a dream was over, only to wake up again– realizing you were having a dream within a dream.
Another way to state this idea is to say that your interaction with external events is isolated– everyone else exists not in the same sense that you do, but rather just in the sense that your perception of the universe imposes their existence.
Could this really be the way things are? Is the universe completely populated by soulless caricatures of intelligence, and you’re the only one single awareness that exists and will ever exist?
I really hope not, or it would be one lonely universe.